I'm terribly sorry about your loss. My mother was killed in an automobile accident in 2005 so I understand the shock and the pain, and how none of it makes sense.
Nobody can say anything to make you feel better. My only advice is to allow yourself to grieve and take it easy on yourself. Over the coming months there will be times when you don't function quite as well as you're used to functioning, even when you seem to be feeling okay. Accept it. It's not about being "strong" or "weak." It's just part of the human condition.
Events like this do help put the rest of our crazy lives into perspective. Spend more time with the people you love and less time doing everything else, all the things that seemed to matter a great deal but really don't matter at all.
It's great that you and your father seemed to share a lot. That will mean more and more as time goes by.
Nobody can say anything to make you feel better. My only advice is to allow yourself to grieve and take it easy on yourself. Over the coming months there will be times when you don't function quite as well as you're used to functioning, even when you seem to be feeling okay. Accept it. It's not about being "strong" or "weak." It's just part of the human condition.
Events like this do help put the rest of our crazy lives into perspective. Spend more time with the people you love and less time doing everything else, all the things that seemed to matter a great deal but really don't matter at all.
It's great that you and your father seemed to share a lot. That will mean more and more as time goes by.